There is something about sending out holiday cards that really puts what you do in to “real perspective”. While my calendar is full of stuff I have done, somehow it doesn’t amount to much in the self-audit I conducted last night. On Saturday Nov 8th, I ordered my holiday cards. I picked ones without personal pictures and didn’t write an essay of things past. In it’s stead, last night I made a different kind of list – of things I wouldn’t do. Like, end of 2015 I will not feel like the year went by in a blur of me running and trying to catch up. I shall work on inner patience and do one thing at a time and learn the art of saying – some other time – and mean it. I think I’ve tried this plenty – but I think last night’s decision was a different feeling. For 2015 I am looking at “meaningful” and the weight of the word in all it’s contexts.